• I’ve been a skier for about 8 years, and 6 of those have involved Mansfield Nordic Club in some capacity. My first year with MNC was the winter of my junior year in high school. I attended two practices a week and a handful of races that winter. I tried my best to hide in the background of a social and always too-fast group of high school skiers. Despite the constant feeling of being in over my head, I learned some fundamental skiing lessons in my first winter on MNC: change into a dry shirt after the workout, bring a snack to eat on the way home, don’t apply kick wax in huge clumps. I slowly made my first (and eventually closest) ski friends.

    The summer of my senior year, I attended Mountain Camp, a weeklong training camp with other juniors in the club. Here, I realized what a special place MNC was. A new friend pierced my ears, I practiced my rollerski jumps, and I trained more than I knew was possible. My teammates were hardworking and dedicated, but also so weird and funny. I started to fall in love with skiing and the type of people that it brings together.

    At Mountain Camp I also got to know a very special coach, Adam Terko. I learned that no matter how hardworking and weird we were, Terko had us beat by miles. He explained carefully constructed, individualized training plans at our team meetings, and picked apart clip after clip of skiing video to critique our form. I learned about this whole world of skiing that wasn’t just going to do workouts, it was eating and resting and planning and watching technique videos. I didn’t know someone could care about a group of little high schoolers so much, but Terko really did.

    In April of this year, I started a new training log with APU. We use these sheets to track every single workout: the type of workout, the time, the intensity, our energy. My log is like a journal. I document my workouts, but I also track my emotional state day-by-day using this log. I mark whether workouts feel good or bad, I note things I’m proud of or nervous about, and I voice my anxieties and excitements every day. My log is deeply personal, and it is usually shared only with my current coach so they can track my training progress. Terko hasn’t technically been my coach in 5 years, but he will always have access to my training log. He was the first person to add comments to my log, and I still value his input more than anyone else’s.

    This blog post was supposed to be about my love for MNC, which is a special club as a whole, but it is really Terko that I owe so much to. Terko is the first person to remind me how far I’ve come, and he’s the first one to encourage me to keep shooting for higher goals. He is truly the reason I started skiing and the reason I keep doing it. If you ever have the opportunity to work with Terko, please remind him of how awesome he is. I’m so grateful to have been taught so early that skiing is such a rewarding sport, thank you Terko and MNC for the community you have created.

    My first Mountain Camp in 2021
    Our cool MNC sports bras

  • I arrived in Anchorage on June 15th, so it was three months just a bit ago. These first months have flown by, but somehow my life has changed so much in that time. Like all major transitions in life, this one is hard! I am finding it really helpful to take some time to reflect; my impressions of this place have gradually shifted throughout my time, so here is a little summary of that experience.

    Month 1:

    Arriving here was really cool, but also really hard. Alaska is a beautiful place with so much to offer, but it took me a little while to really appreciate it. Saying goodbye to my friends and family, moving so far away to an unknown place, it all made me constantly tense. My roommates and teammates had all spent at least a summer in Alaska before, so I also felt a little bit behind. Every mention of a nearby town or trailhead or coffee shop reminded me that I was a beginner here. Every movement felt effortful, and it took me longer than I expected to let my body and mind fully relax in this new place. 

    However, I was also overwhelmed by the support I received upon my arrival. My roommate’s parents, who live in a nearby town, lent us their car to use for a while. We hosted the team for dinner in my first week, and I felt so welcomed by this huge group of skiers. My coworkers bought me coffee on my first 7:30 am shift. While my move was hard in lots of ways, the people who welcomed me helped me to know it was all going to be okay!

    Month 2:

    By the middle of July, I started to find a groove that felt comfortable and safe. My roommates spent LOTS of time dumbing down basic Alaskan terminology, and we had a peaceful routine of eating, sleeping, training, and working (and not much more). My mom visited and helped transform my room into a cozy, safe place, a feeling I had hugely underestimated. 

    My boyfriend Silas visited me in the middle of August, and it was relieving to not be the new kid in town for a little while. I got to show him my work, a favorite restaurant, a few good hikes, and I realized I had in fact settled into this new place!

    Month 3:

    I am really liking my life here. The third month has flown by, and I have spent a lot of it reflecting on the highs and lows. I love the structure of my routine, the game nights and girl dinners and post-workout ice creams. I enjoy my job and the people I work with. I feel as though I have settled into a lifestyle, but there is also natural ebb and flow that keeps things exciting. 

    On the other hand, some aspects are weighing on me a bit more heavily. I miss my family, and I especially miss being in the same time zone. I am still surprised when I want to call my mom at 8 pm and she is already asleep :(. The ski training is generally really good, but it is also exhausting. On harder days, the intensity of skiing sometimes feels like an overwhelming pressure. 

    I spent a lot of time deciding whether to pursue skiing after college, and there are some times I am not sure if it is the best lifestyle for me. Most of the time, however, I am confident that it is the right decision for now. I feel strong, balanced, and satisfied, and I am so grateful to be able to keep working towards my ski goals. It is a pretty cool life!

    Month 1: Found some snow and cheered for Katey in a trail race
    Month 1: It was a little rainy but the adventures were fun!
    Month 2: Skiing on the glacier!
    Month 2: Silas and I went camping with my new car
    Month 3: The colors are starting to change and its beautiful